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Date:
21 Dec 2003

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"You have taught what you are, but have not let what you are teach you" - 'A Course in Miracles' Love that quote and love watching life unfold as I come back into myself more and more, letting go of fear more and more and allowing the CAUSE of my life be shown to me as my own thinking, watching the EFFECT as life unfold .. (-: Dean, 29, Cape Town, South Africa ! Have a happy Christmas all ! ! deanv@teleassist.com

Date:
29 Dec 2003

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Hello, I have visited this site many times but in the last year I haven't been here so I'm glad to see that I can write a few words. I have been (since 93) in process of awakening as a walk-in. And yes crisis does end or complete but I am finding that I almost miss the angst. How does one live now that the process is mostly complete? I never thought I would ask that question. my email is starwoman1@earthlink.net just call me Starr

Date:
10 Jan 2004

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Thanks for putting this site together. I have had the strangest things happening in my life for the past year or so. Its good to see there may be a end to it all somewhere, but I am praying it will not be 7 years in the coming. If it is, it is though. tehya_taborri@yahoo.com any encouraging words I can find, I am latching onto. Thanks again. Becky

Date:
13 Jan 2004

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Hi, my name is Diana. My own Dark Night of the Soul began in 1959 and have continued until about 2001. I'm not interested in telling you about my own experiences. What I want to share is that there is much, much healing help and the Dark Night can be healed. Deep within our subconscious mind are many layers of lifetimes of experiences that has severely damaged our psyche. Here are some healing methods that can help. Emotional Freedom Therapy. EFT. Something that you can learn and do for yourself. Also hynotherapy by qualified therapist. Soul Journey is a book I highly recommend and there are therapists who can help by taking you back to a life between life session that will help you understand why you are where you are today. There is a magnificent holographic breathwork healing called Eupsychia. This particular one was a turning point for me. And then there is Reverse Speech therapy. You can plug into all of these words on a search engine on the Internet. My own experience is that my own hell would not have eased up had I not desperately been seeking help from healers. I realize that this is not the path of all who have these experiences. Some souls must make their walk and then suddenly it will be over for them. But this was not the case for me. I encourage anyone who wants to help themselves get out of the darkness and move into the light to make moves to do so. It isn't necessary nor up to God to bring it to an end. It's up to us to decide when it will end. Blessings, Diana

Date:
24 Jan 2004

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I am in the midst of a crisis and I cannot see a way out. I recently had a Kundalini awakening and I don't know what it all means. I see these encouraging words, but at this moment they seem empty...I know they are true, but I am in a pit of despair and cannot seem to claw my way out. All I can say is that the only thing I have left is a hope that things may get better. I have felt the angels wrap their wings around me and hold me close-they have carried me this whole time. They are the only ones keeping me alive. I pray that this may be worth it and I hold to my hope. A tiny diamond in a sea of coal.... hollyspring83@hotmail.com

Date:
02 Mar 2004

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'I offer you peace. I offer you love. I offer you friendship. I see your beauty. I hear your need. I feel your feelings. My wisdom flows from the Highest Source. I salute that Source in you. Let us work together for unity and love.' - Mahatma Gandhi - Prayer for Peace. This is what I have to share. I started my path in 1992 & am an indigo adult. Please know that we are all LOVE & LOVED. We must release all that we are not to experiance & embrace that which we are. "NO MATTER WHAT YOU PERCEIVE- IT IS LOVE YOU RECEIVE" Deva Magdalena. I am a natural healer & messenger of love. It would bring my great joy to assist anyone on their path. My name is Setatae`ti (Seti, for short) my e-mail is angelshaman07@hotmail.com Peace be with you all. Love is all there is!

Date:
22 Mar 2004

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My name is Ian Crane, I am 47 years of age and I currently live in the English west country. My 'awakening' commenced in May 1997, in my 41st year. I dived into depths of the 'Dark Night of the Soul'; emerging in September 2001, thanks to superb mentoring from my meta-physical professor. In the interim period, I endured a rather acrimonious divorce, ended a nineteen year relationship with my employer (a major International Oilfield Services Company), degenerated into a $1,000 per week drug addiction and sampled the hospitality of Harris County Jail in Houston Texas. To 'rehabilitate' myself, I spent a six months playing golf before returning to Europe in 1999. By which time I naively believed that I was ready to get back into industry. Joining a global Telecommunications company in the role of Vice-president of Human Resources for Europe, Middle-East & Africa, I felt that I was back on track. But I was completely missing the point, wasn't I? Round two of the Dark Night of the Soul' commenced in September 2000, after just three months in my new position. My use of chemicals become an every day event but this time taking me into shamanic experiences which were totally outside of my prevailing worldview ..... but my metaphysical professor knew exactly what he was doing! Jung acknowledged Philemon as his guide and I have ..... well, another well known archetype. Under his guidance and direction, I have experienced the most amazing period of (re)learning. I could never have realised just how much I had forgotten! Nicholas observes that once you ask for 'help' that, "you'd better fasten your seatbelt". But what a ride!! The awakening process is gathering pace at a phenomenal rate and I am humbled by what I have learned over the past few years but we still have much to learn. There is no desire on my part to return to the mundane. Today, I have no agenda. The universe provides for all my needs and I am humbled to be in the service of the universe. Fellow travelers wishing to share experiences may contact me on ianr.crane@virgin.net

Date:
23 Mar 2004

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Hello, I seem to be in an emotional crisis again. My spiritual awakening began in 1987. Since that time, our family experienced the death of my husband to suicide. I believe that the growth I experienced helped me deal with that issue to some degree, however I am now feeling alone, scared and very fearful for one of my daughters. My oldest daughter is going through a very difficult bitter divorce, and a child is involved. I cannot bring myself to feel anything but total disdain for her soon to be ex-husband. I am having an extremely hard time finding my own light. I seem to be in total darkness in reference to this issue. Any words of wisdom of guidance from anyone would be appreciated at this time. Blessings, Sharon O'N  onei4602@bellsouth.net

Date:
27 Mar 2004

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Thank-you I to have stumbled on this web-site. I have asked how one can be happy without their soulmate in this lifetime? I understand that you fill your self-up with doing life, but that does not fill the void. ooleeus@yahoo.com Light and Love, Julie

Date:
07 Apr 2004

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Well first off let me say that I have visited this site several times and really enjoy it. I am glad to see that other people are going through similar situations that I am. I just recently got fired from my job at Walmart and I have had the very strong feeling that Walmart is not the place for my spiritual growth to grow so I had to do what I did to get fired. I regret it but have a deeper inner understanding of why it happened and that it was to help me grow on a spiritual level. I can feel the major changes that are going on with "Mother Earth" and that it is a very major rollercoaster sometimes, you feel like everything is going great and then you feel like all the work you did was for nothing. But you have a inner deep knowing that you know it was not for nothing and that it was to prepare you for the future. Well those are my comments and experiences that I can share, I hope that helped someone. Chris thedonreturns@yahoo.com

Date:
03 May 2004

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hello out there! i've been experiencing the "shift" lately-gaining more awareness with every vibrational increase. it's nice to know that there are others out there who have been experiencing the ascension as well! it gives me hope for humanity and mother earth. email: shawndomingues@msn.com

Date:
04 May 2004

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How Is it Ive fell in love so bad that i tought i was seeing visions, My heart broke, or opened (i dont know which) Yet theres so much of it that i dont know what to do with it. What is this? It is so powerful that it made me aware of advanced inteligence. Im still in awe!!!! rhettl7@yahoo.com

Date:
06 May 2004

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All of this stuff you have written here resonates with my higher being especially about reincarnation being a huge part of Christianity and that it's part of our way of finding our path to our original source to God by continuing to grow lifetime after lifetime in balancing out all karma. I am a taoist at heart, but this hits the spot with my ongoing debate over the dogma that resides within Christianity and now, everything is crystal clear. Amichan10@aol.com

Date:
19 Jun 2004

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I have been in many dark times throughout my own life. I have "suffered" and fought my way back to light. Now I am helping others who are in the darkest times of their lives (after Sexual Assualt &/or Domestic Violence) My hope is that by coming to this web site I can gain insight to assist me too assist them, back through the tunnel of despair and into the light. Love & Blessings! I would love to hear your stories of triumph. Please contact me @ safireose@yahoo.com thank you Safirerose

Date:
30 Jul 2004

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Hello all I love this site and draw from it often in making my life transitions. It is a process and I find that few wish to go into a time of introspection much less see it through. I went from being a Christian pastor to realizing that most of what I had been taught and was teaching was not accurate or in many ways, not even encouraging. Shame, guilt and fear seem to be so much of organized Christianity that I just could not continue. Divorce followed and a do over began. I went from thousands of aquaintances and hundreds of friends to about nothing. It is true that those we leave behind in one box, seldom want to follow us into a bigger one to grow and learn. Thank you for this website. It is simple, profound and very helpful encouragment to those of us who find ourselves on this journey of discovery. Please feel free to write. I need new and open minded friends in my life. Warm regards Dennis SCMassageTherapy@aol.com :) 

Date:
03 Aug 2004

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Wow!! thanks so much for all the posts - a place where my feelings of "insanity" actually don't seem to be so wierd. I've been on an amazing journey for the past almost four years now - one that even though, I have been through a lot of life experiences, has left me feeling on the brink of despair recently. Feel free to e me at CRitabe@sbcglobal.net As a lot of you have written, I have experienced major loss seemingly back to back; my career, my marriage, empty nest syndrome, friends that I had had for years, financial loss, etc....... At first I kept thinking that this is just an "event" and I will pick myself up again and dust myself off. However, very recently, I have realized that I am in the midst of something very, very life-changing going on. My recent read of a book "The Power of Now" helped me to see that I have been shedding layer upon layer of "ego" and getting really in touch with "Being". It is very frightening to me as I have always been a very organized, self-sufficient, and ""productive"", successful person. I feel, at times, that there will be nothing left of me when this process ends. E add. CRitabe@sbcglobal.net

Date:
12 Aug 2004

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I can help with Spiritual Crisis myself I do understand how it feel to go through it and have no Idea what is happening to you. waking up and being scared and not knowing where to go. Yet i still am growing and learning from each experience. I would love to help or give back what i have gone through. dcurto_carvalho@hotmail.com

Date:
15 Aug 2004

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Hi, Thank you for your website, what a gift! I have been channeling very powerful information from higher energies which I now realize is acting as a guide to take me through the death of my ego and to the realization of who I really am. My 'problem' at the moment is based on the whole concept of what money & work is. I have channeled on it many times and keep getting the same responses....Follow your heart, don't do anything for money....Trust in the unlimited Source.....listen to your feelings.....let go of the attachment to money....There is a reality beyond my current state where my Perfected state exists...., money is part of the separation, it is not good or bad, but no longer necessary.... The ideas were presented to me in a more elaborate way, but that is basically what I am receiving. Yet I recently lost my job and at the moment struggling just to make ends meet. I then was shown a powerful vision of a world where money was no longer necessary and the possiblity where people only do those things which their heart calls out for (teaching, healing, preparing foods, building things, science & creating electricity...etc.) In my vision, which is hard to describe here, I actually could feel and understand how the concept of no longer using money and only doing those things which allow the flow of creativity and love really could be possible. But then I find myself in this 3D reality where whether I agree with it or not, money is needed to pay rent, to eat, to live. And I have had a terrible time getting myself to go back out in the corporate world and find another job, because if I do that, it will only be to make money, and it's not what my heart cries out for. I understand it's about complete surrender, but the fear of becoming homeless & uncomfortable is a very real issue I have. If anyone has gone through this experience, where you woke up and realized that you no longer wanted to do anything just for money yet it seems like there is no other alternative way and you have insight, I would love to connect with you. I also would love to share what I have been writing, the material has been so powerful for me on so many levels. Love & Light-Melissa melissablon78@yahoo.com

Date:
09 Sep 2004

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hello to all, i am a 34 year old single male, untill two years ago i was a very well known chef and in a wounderfull relationship with the girl i thought i would marry so we got engaged, two years ago that ended, the reason we just drifted away from each other,two years ago i had to give up my career the reason i had an accident at work, ever since that time evrything has been taken away from me bit by bit, the doctors have tryed to medicate me somthing i strongly disagree with, i was upset and alone i had no idea of direction any more and become an extreamly humbled person, i have never had much time for religion i find that aesop's fables have been a better set rules for life, anyways religion only offers fear and eternal damnation be honest its not very attractive is it and i do belief we are brainwashed in to religion at an early age its even taught in school need i say more, back to the piont i am very lost inside myself now and feel very alone i have recently reached out and did make contact with some one who is also going through this but they need help too i would love to help but i do not understand, i have always been scientific and logical but now nothing seems to make sense, and i often feel as though i am in another place which is why people dont seem to notice me, this is a very dark place that i am experiancing and i feel as though i am reaching the other side but now need some guidence, please any body help me. i have always been very spiritual in my aproach to life in genrall and know the concepts and teachings of the elders from many societys and cultures through my personal hunger to research these subjects,but am now ready to trust and embrace them, i want to help others like me but need help to help me too. so i am calling to any who hear this cry please contact me darenworld@hotmail.com may light shine on you always.and thakyou for any assistance offerd . daren united kingdom

Date:
08 Dec 2004

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Greetings Light beings.. this is joy from india. i have gone thru a deep crisis which lead to my dark night.. not sure its dawn yet coz i still feel lost detached sometimes other times its all peace i view the world differently..  i know everyone is living their life plans.. earning their karmas burning out their karmas.. ah theres so much to learn. Feel this oneness with all creation yet detached. Crisis indeed! joy4everiz@hotmail.com

Date:
02 Jan 2005

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HI, my name is Christina and I'm 20 years old. I've been on a path of realization and learning for a few years, and I've been going through spiritual crises on and off during this time. When I go through a spiritual crisis I seem to get scared and get off track from where I need to be. I've noticed that tonight U have realized a lot concerning my life and the direction its been heading, and I've seen where I need to progress, this transformation taking place...and I feel so happy. But now I feel so nervous inside!! When I start to find out a little more, I get all of this nervous energy and I feel like screaming. I'm not sure I know how to deal with this transformation. It feels so hard sometimes. I would like to talk to anybody who has any advice or loving words. Thank you. sphericalcurrent@aol.com

Date:
20 Feb 2005

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I experienced a spiritual awakening approximately 13 years ago. I remember it starting with a prayer one evening by my childrens bedside to be saved from the hell we were living in. Following this prayer things got much worse very fast. I lost my children to protective services while incarcerated for alcohol and drug offensese. Through years of extreme emotional and spiritual suffering I finally had a spiritual experience and my life was given back to me. I was given another chance. I have been blessed with numerous miracles through the years and life has been quite smooth. I am finding myself in much inner turmoil again. My oldest is now 16 and she needs to be saved. I have prayed and prayed for her and once again following my prayers things seem to only be getting worse. You would think since I have been through such a thing before my faith would be strong but I feel scared for her and my family. Not only does life seem uncertain for her but many changes seem to be occuring outside and inside myself. I feel like my life has been turned upside down and I,m searching for answers. I don't know that I will ever turn to prayer again after experiencing it's effects now twice in my life. I'm really searching for answers!! I'm feeling defeated!! mljaco@centurytel.net

Date:
20 Feb 2005

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hello my name is Jean--I have recently married and am experiencing a loss of who I am. It is a disasterous relationship that involves children ex-wives, ex-husbands and ex-girlfriends. I thought I would be stronger because of this union--that I would have someone to work with on our journey. I thought too that he understood this. But it seems he continues to take energy from me--I don't know how to protect myself from having my energy sucked from me--I feel drained and hopeless. Help. ottootto@lakedalelink.net 

 

Date:
15 Mar 2005

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Hello, my name is Tina and I am in another spiritual crisis. I am working with a man that is sucking the energy from me and not only am I feeling very drained but I am extremely angry trying to protect myself. This is wasting more of my energy. How do I protect my energy??? This teacher of mine keeps returning and I would really like to learn and manage the situation instead of having to leave it. I am very sensitive to environmental energies, and others energies; unfortunately I am like a sponge for the bad ones as well. Please help! My e-mail is  gabrielle5@shaw.ca      

Date:
24 Mar 2005

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Wow,.....What a wonderfully enlightening piece,...to learn & grow with,..I hadn't read this one before,..thanks so much for sharing it,.....Blessings,....Linda

Date:
25 Mar 2005

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I am in a crisis, I am usually the one who tells people where to go for help but I am lacking it for myself, I am having inner turmoil and I am not sure what it means or why I am going through it - there is confusion and an element taht I am standing still and not going anywhere. It is ironic that I am going through this and that the accumulation of it is at Easter. I need some help and advise in where to go but I cannot tell people where I want to go I need to get out of work life but there is a barrier that is stopping me from moving on and doing what my heart wants! Riaob1@oink.co.uk  I would welcome any help and advise and clarification.

Date:
08 Apr 2005

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Hi, I'm Rebecca, I've been going thru this crisis for over 8 yrs now and am coming to the ending stages of it, realizing I'm finding comfort in my own path to "God". I've searched for acceptance for a long time with people when I should have been searching for an acceptance within and with God and myself. So now I'm coming to the next stage of this and I'm pretty confused! jahs4ever@yahoo.com 

Date:
26 Aug 2005

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Aloha - I found this site in four or five clicks, my wife is coming home from a business trip tomorrow and I feel that I need to tell her I'm having a serious spiritual crisis. The awakening began through her, I believe, four years ago. Now, I'm just spun - I feel like there's a battle raging in my soul and "destruction" is winning. I am filled with dread at the realization of what I've done in this life and I'm scared to let anyone in. Anyone. Unless they're far-far-away. I'm reaching out. bingfutch@yahoo.com  - Bing

Date:
28 Sep 2005

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anyone would like to share their experience of the dark night with me, contact at crystearth@yahoo.com  looking forward to learning and sharing

Date:
16 Oct 2005

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I thank you so much for this site, I feel for so many souls at present going through their spiritual crisis, my own spiritual crisis ended when i allowed and accepted myself totally as the spiritual being i am having a human misunderstanding of who i am and suddenly i was accepted by all who was connected to, i left my 3rd dimensional needs and took a giant leap of faith which has given me a totally different life, from a divorced hairdresser, mother to a happily married life to my true soul mate, healer, channel, teacher helping others to achieve the same, it wasn't as easy as that of course but when i recognized i needed healing and did just that, everything has fallen into place because i have learnt when your soul gains its true purpose in life and there is no seperation from God and all that is, I AM FREE. iF ANYONE WISHES TO CONTACT ME FOR ANY FURTHER INSIGHTS I WOULD LOVE TO HELP.     roseash@tpg.com.au 

Date:
13 Nov 2005

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Hi. I am going through a crisis. And I feel completely lost. I don't know what to believe anymore and I don't know what to think. I get these "impressions" of things. I can feel something in the air, but I don't know what it is. I have been feeling it for some time. It feels bad. It smells of blood and smoke. Am I going nuts? Things which once ment something to me are now meanigless. My family is not taking this well. Can anyone offer some advice? Please. fenixfire4@yahoo.com

Date:
21 Nov 2005

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Hi Linda here its interesting reading these messages as has horrendous time since 1997 when hubby had fatl car crash and someone was killed he lost his mind career respect and sanity all of which made us all ill too. we then nearly lost our daughter from a cavenous heamatoma (burst vein in her brain bled) I then lost my ability to complete our family unit was rushed in for a full hystrectomy and lost my health and fell in to a deep depression trying to keep my family safe well and together. Then we all became victims of husbands PTSD fallout and drink problems. Our entire family life was completley wrecked and we also found a legal case collapsed leading to more financial ruin. I  lost my degree that took years to save to do and had to rescue my husband as well as myself from suicidal and clinical depression. I started having strange phenomina happening that made me go to a Spiritualist church.I lost all belief hope in God and felt like I had done something to desserve this as @like attracts like' so we are told in church? which still makes me depressed. I am isolated lost all sense of what I believe in and who I am and have given up. Help needed Linda. My email address is iwaslookingforlinda@yahoo.co.uk  i feel lost so warn out and disorienated and used up. My family life has been destroyed as we feel like 'outcasts' and suffer social isolation and ridicule because of husbands PTSD and demise. I have lost faith and feel guilty for it too.

Date:
04 Jan 2006

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I am glad to find that I have not been alone in what I have experienced. My email: Lesangere77@Hotmail.com  Thank You! Jason

Date:
08 May 2006

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hello, i have travelled the world far and wide in search of answers for this 'spiritual madness.' i have lost my husband, my house, friends, and even my father is going... almost. I am anxious and depressed. 3 years of this. after reading the posts, i realize what this is but it doesn't help. I just want it to end. Does more suffering mean that i am more ego attached? is God waiting for me to let go and love? I am tired. so tired. I want this to stop. If anyone has anything they want to share, please contact me at kamaladevilove@yahoo.com  namaste 

Date:
18 May 2006

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i have been sitting in front of my computer for about an hour trying to figure out how i am going to find what i am looking for. finally i just typed in spiritual crisis and i found your site. thank you, thank you, thank you. your discription was me all the way. now i know i am not going crazy, but my ego is fighting back, not wanting to retreat. now i know there's help and hope

Date:
25 May 2006

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I'm so happy I found this site. I've been dealing with this for awhile now after several things happening in my life. I'm yet to know or understand where I belong or why I feel so lost and out of place all of the sudden. And there are days that my whole system feels totally out of sink with the world. And things don't feel the same with me Spiritually anymore so i'm trying to understand and make just make it on this path. Thanks for this site!!

Date:
14 Jul 2006

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Hi. I'm on my own spiritual path in which I'm not sure where its leading, but I know one thing with all my heart and soul, that no life is worth living without GOD. If I have to live on this planet with out him I don't want to continue. Its like he is my first love and nothing makes sense with out him. I have always felt attached to GOD and felt his presence in my life, I couldn't have made it this far with out GOD. I want to say thank you GOD for guiding me and my decisions. I'm on my journey and I'm scared but I know that GOD is always there even when it may feel like he is not. I have been through alot this year and the past years but it has worked out for the better. I'm learning that without GOD I am nothing. Nothing matters to me in the material world if GOD is not there to walk with me.

Date:
19 Jul 2006

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Hi my name is Joseph. I am a first time vistor to this website - having been guided by Spirit to find you. I was searching for guidance to explain why my life seems to revolve around cycles. I can travel through periods of intense joy, clarity and pure heart love and then everything seems to just stop. In these times I always tend to pick up old addictions that I can't release and this frustrates me incredibly! During these times I feel withdrawn, detached and disconnected though they have been improving... These cyles, at present anyway, seem to last for 2 weeks at a time but are such wild shifts that sometimes I just don't know who to cope. Does anyone have any suggestions? At the very least, I am glad to be able to share a small part of my story with you. Thank you for listening. With Love

Date:
12 Aug 2006

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Hello, Beings Out There....it is 6:05am and I have been up all night, searching the universe for some sign of life. I believe that I'm going thru a spiritual crisis of some magnitude. I fit all the criteria on "the list". Although I keep plugging away in some fashion every day, the desperation and hopelessness isn't lessening and I feel I must be perpetuating this situation by dwelling on it so much. Does anyone out there have any ideas or experiences to share with this lost soul? a_rosebud@yahoo.com

Date:
06 Sep 2006

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Hi my name is Hazel, can anyone explain why, when Im definately awake first thing in a morning, I experience what feels like a cat jump on my bed, {I have no animals}or feel someone sit on my bed when no-one is in the house. I then feel disentoriated all day. hazelkidd2002@msn.com

Date:
26 Sep 2006

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hi my name is traci, im 43years old, i believe at present im experiencing spiritual crisis...i feel no control in my life, its so profound im so scared. my anxiety levels so high causing me to suffer panic attacks. i feel like a ghost unable to touch anyone that knows me, for they dont understand what im feeling, sensing. i feel so lost frightened...if i could talk connect to someone who understands maybe i wont feel so detached. please is their anyone who can guide me through this difficult transition. sincerely thank you. traci x traci_63@hotmail.co.uk

Date:
28 Sep 2006

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The pain is so intense my only wish is for non-existence. The Dark side is winning, it's evident in all society. Energy is energy, how does one flip it? dr.mhenry@yahoo.com 

Date:
01 Oct 2006

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Thank you for this site! I just stumbled on it earlier today by following a link on a forum I visit occasionally that just said 'an interesting read'. I have ended up sifting through this site most of the afternoon/evening. A lot of what I have read resonates with me, with how I have felt. It's not depression per se but lost, detached, almost to hard to put into words yet so much of 'the list' really hit home. It is a true comfort to know this is not just me and others have felt/feel as I do. Be well ~Lori

Date:
28 Jan 2007

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Dear Friends, I am going through a real dark nightm experience with most of the symptoms listed on this web site. This has been going on for six months and I have lost my career and my sense of purpose and direction as well as income. I have always been a spiritualy minded person and had been having deep meditations and spiritual experiences prior to this breakdown it has been a very frightning experience. But I refuse to give up what I know to be true spiritualy speaking. This has been a terrible time with a descent into madness and terrifying fear and confusion. I am very slowly begining to come out of this. It has been very hard for my family. I would appreciate any distant healing and support. I send love and light out to all. Blessings, Catherine Morganahome@aol.com

Date:
25 Feb 2007

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hi,My name is Traci, I wrote to this site in September, at the time i was extremely frightened, I wish to leave this message of hope...Its been a real tough dark time.I was pushed to an extreme limit like us all, What seemed to be relentless and so over powering is begining to subside...Im not completely free, if i were to say i am would reflect an untruth, What i did discover through this madness-pain-and detachment. We are far more...We learn a deep understanding that we are beautiful.and within our very core we find the light. It takes courage to face such fears, it takes such faith to believe. I felt the odds were against me, maybe you do to...With love in our hearts we WILL get through this together. Godspeed sincerely Tx traci_63@hotmail.co.uk

Date:
28 Mar 2007

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hi i was wondering if there waws any mediums that help people get rid of negative entties ... the above is my situation thank you for reading my email sorry to be a bother ... i do not have any money sorry but i dont know where else to turn thank you so much sincerely yours, nessa my email is monk-5@hotmail.com

Date:
02 Apr 2007

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I am a spiritual healer & am a member of the Sussex healing assocation, I am 72 years of age & a practicing healer for the last four, I am in a new development groupe, I was told by severle meadiams that my spritiual roll will be a trance meadiam but I feel grounded, Can eny one give me advise please... thomasfarrell8@hotmail.com

Date:
13 Apr 2007

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Hi my name is Lorraine and I too have been experiencing a spiritual crisis for the past year, but realistically if I reflect back this journey may have started alot earlier. I am so grateful to you all for sharing your own journeys and to know I am not alone in this. Sometimes it feels like a nightmare,sometimes enlightening, sometimes in the depths of despair.. Right now I feel elated I have found more information to help me along the path. Blessings lstewart@woosh.co.nz

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03 May 2007

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Wonderful website, thank you! All this is real!

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11 May 2007

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my personal message does anyone know the new address of a healing organisation in texas called The golden sprial or raingbow crossing please email me lovelylite13@hotmail.com 

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02 Jun 2007

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jmaynard2007@gmail.com  God is how I survive.... God is My Life..... In my darkest hour which is now.....I have no answers....But My God does..... I have 6 children and they are all adopted.... They are the Greatest!!!! My husband and I cannot imagine our old life.... 5 of the children are siblings and came into our world through an emergency... Please keep us in your prayers and May God Bless each person who reads this with "Joy"... In God's Precious Love Always, joe ann

 

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07 Jul 2007

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I am now 44 years old. When I was 20s I experienced a very enlightening moment of being one with God. Since then I have been obsessed to come to that state again and lost interest in any other things and life has been getting drier and drier. From the past 4 years to now things seems to get even worse. I have been suffering from severe dark night, feeling abandoned by God in total darkness. Psychiatrist doesn't seem to help much. I am in despair now and wondering as to there will be an end to it. My email is sembloh1@yahoo.co.id .

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23 Nov 2007

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I have felt it 5 years ago. It was hard time. I thought I die. I saw nightmares in my dreams. But I felt that the truth near. I saw other world. Light and Darkness. But I was not strong. And The man has closed energy channel to me because i wanted. Now i can't see that anymore. And my life is empty. I wanna say: be open, be lovely... From Russia. linka.ru@gmail.com

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18 Dec 2007

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i have experienced this spiritual crisis and i was diagnosed with depression. i thought otherwise becausse i knew that i was going through an identity crisis. this is a great website

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23 Dec 2007

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my husband and I are seperated right now do to the Dark night but he does not understand and I really want him to I do love him very much what can I do. Please help Shanny41@hotmail.com

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06 Jan 2008

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for 10 plus years i have felt a deep depression and a sense of whats the purpose? somethings very wrong with me---almost constant thoughts of suicide but doubt ill act---searching for serenity----only comfort i recieve is from mother nature and her wonderfull animals----any thoughts?crowbird333@yahoo.com

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11 Jan 2008

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This profound teaching has let out fear in me because of what I am experiencing "ego death" I never understood what really was going on, thanks to this readings I now understand. - Jesse e-mail:owsj5@netscape.net

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13 Jan 2008

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raachel271@gmail.com  I have had serious pain in my lower back, loss of energy, mental/emotional explosions, most other problems from what sound like to me "rising Kundalini" blocked in the "fire channels" and unable to reach the Ida, cooling channels. For 2 1/2 years the pain was quite severe and then came and went. If I don't follow certain ritual of prayer certain times a day the pain comes back as before, something I cannot describe. I'm not sure if there is possession but I do have voices, throbbing in my left ear and of course the pain.

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23 Feb 2008

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I had profound awakening in May '07. My awakening experience I had... I HAD TO DO SOMETHING, ANYTHING!!! I bought candles (for meditation... which, I'd never, ever meditated) and bought some foods for Food Bank. This was beginning of my Journey back HOME! At first... I felt LOTS and LOTS of JOY and want to give LOVE to everyone!!! It was an amazing feeling!!! Then comes "Dark Night of the Soul" This started off slow, then momentum picks up of releasing "OLD". Ego's, controlling, etc... I've had 5 Major release (this is where, I would go into total breakdown and yelling, crying, angry, feeling sorry for myself, blaming my Higher - Self for not helping and abandoning me, I even blamed them (my Higher-Self and my Home-Planet) for lying to me. Last breakdown was the worst (this just happened about a week ago) and it went on and off for awhile, however, last few days (about 2 days) I totally lost control of myself!!! One thing good about is, once this epos is over... all calmness, loving feeling and peacefulness comes back. Then... you start all over again! Dark Night of the Soul is on going thing until one release completely of all the OLD's from Past Incarnations and this Life. I am also find that... whatever issues your Higher-Self is bring up for you to review it... it is exact MIRROR image of how you have treated other people or they ARE treating you! I had hard time connecting this at first, not until it was my on going health issues... I then connected ALL my Angers, frustrations, control, etc... that I was feeling with my health issues was due to my past incarnations and present life!!! It's AMAZING once, you connect the issues, it's much easier to release and let go!!! bunnyfawn@comcast.net  abandoning me

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21 Mar 2008

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I believe in what you say. I have been searching for answers for all this trauma that came out of no where. I have lost everything and sit alone. I am psychic and it seems that since I got stronger in this, that my whole world came crashing down. My email is mountainsunset72@aol.com

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28 Mar 2008

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My name is Jean, 28years old. I'm a perfect fit for the listed symptoms. The past 17months or more has been a mightmare, a real tortuous and shuttering experience. Prior to this devastating experience i was enjoying a subtle yet effusive union with the Devine. My entire life is now shuttered as i continue to sink deeper into this ominous quagmire. In my relentless search i came by this site and sighed for relief. I'm comforted by the shared experiences. please reach out to me with any help/support,(adjeijean@yahoo.com). Thank you for this wonderful site.

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05 May 2008

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Hi My name is Alexandria and I found this particular article to hit home. I would very much like to meet some like minded people on here. My email address is outof10000@yahoo.com  I look forward to conversing with anyone here and sharing our heart felt experiences. Light and Blessings, Alex

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12 May 2008

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So much wonderful talk about the soul and other planets and benevolent beings "out there". Yet nobody seems to really understand any of it because even after reading about meditation and answers from within, people cry out: Please help me! Dark night or no dark night, help yourself. People are stubborn imbeciles and hypocrites if they expect someone will plop answers right in their lap and do the work for them. The only reward I have ever gotten for trying to spread the message about peace and love on earth is people calling me crazy or telling me i'm wasting my life. I'm done trying to fight for humans who are nothing more than souless sheeple. Louis_w_f@hotmail.com

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19 May 2008

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Lost will to live. Counting the minutes to sleep. Practically immobilized. Promised not to kill myself. Where is God? Intellectually it makes sense. You say it’s within you, but I can’t stop the chatter and anxiety. I am suffocating, immobilized. Drugs don’t help and am frightened they impede process and give no relief. I pray for courage to care for myself. For God’s love. For consciousness. For the smallest grain of faith. Jill jsa@magadog.net 

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01 Aug 2008

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It is comforting to know that I am not alone in all of this! Why is it that so many people who write and talk about the 'spiritual path' fail to mention such 'dark nights?' It's not all about love, light and bliss is it? It's about courage, it's about faith and it's about being willing to 'surrender'. It's about letting go of trying to control life and of wanting it to unfold in the way we want it to as opposed to allowing life to do what it wants to do and to use us rather than us using it! The key word is "allow!" Allow!" Allow!" Allow!" Each dark night is an opportunity for us to let go even more and to trust that it's all happening for our higher good. Keep letting go, keep trusting, keep opening up to the pain of it all and "keep on keeping on" no matter how desperately painful and uncomfortable it gets. Let us allow ourselves to feel and experience it all and when it all feels like crap then accept how it feels without self-judgment or self-condemnation. There's nothing wrong and there's nothing to beat ourselves up about. It's time to go 'home!'

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26 Nov 2008

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This earth-life is a school of thought. We are here to become more aware. Awareness of not only our outer lives but that of our inner selves through our outer lives. While traveling though what we call 'our dark night', it is most important that we look around us for lessons that will carry us toward the light. These lessons may come in the form of words we hear from people we speak to on a daily basis. Listen carefully to what you hear for your own inner content. Our inner selves are being reflected to us from these people. Awareness of our outer surroundings, a simple bill-board or sign post you pass every day may suddenly carry with it a clue that will answer your prayers. Seek the messages that are all around you. Everything is a refelction of our inner selves made manifest outside so that we may understand what our true life lessons are. Embrace the dark night with love, understanding and acceptance for it is a true part of our inner selves that we have requested from above to understand more fully. The dark night is our answer to the light of acceptance. When we face it with the energy of fear we create more darkness. We we face it with the energy of love and acceptance we shed light on it and the fear ceases. One major exercise would be to think of your worst pain, your worst nightmare... a person who has deeply scarred you emotionally and figure out why they did it. Try to embrace that other persons fear and anger. Become that other person and look at yourself through their eyes. Why did they hurt you? Truly empathize, understand, then forgive, then release your own pain and replace it with love for that person. Know that person is your angel... here to help you learn more about yourself. Do this in the face of all obstacles. Be aware. Ask why. Be honest with yourself or it won't work. Your true self knows! As you release your pain you shed light on the darkness and night turns to day. We are here on earth and there are archetypal rules we have agreed to follow. Mundane life goes on and we must follow our agreements while here. Until our shift occurs we are of this time-life. We have set boundaries in which to live. Money, work, education, are all part of this time. Work within these structures to find your light. Question everything, but be aware of truth, your personal truth, within your personal reality and you will find the peace and light for which you search. Everything we see outside ourselves is a reflection of within. Use that. Be AWARE. I hope this helps. enlightnme101@aol.com

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04 Jan 2009

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Dear All, Since my childhood I had many knowledgess that only now, when I have gone through profound personal crises last year, really make sense. I would like to be connected with the people who are similar to me, who have uderstanding of spirtual development which is described on this site. I feel that this type of connection is important for mutual empowerment and exchnage. I am lucky in a sense that in what I professonally work on I can integrate some of the ideas and messages I believe in, but spirituality is not my profession, it is a way of my being. Thank you in advance to all those who will contact me, marinaltera@gmail.com  Marina

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08 Jan 2009

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my e-mail Ptmboyani@dla.gov.za  I have recently lost interest in everything i now seek the purpose of life, i'm having problems with my mother and sister, i strangely feel like i do not relate to them, i do not care about my work anymore, i feel like there is more to life than what is considered good life, i feel like i'm missing something that is the key element to my wholeness, i'm a day dreamer i spend most of my time alone day dreaming about flying, saving the world, being the source of love. i can't seem to find my way ,the path i seek

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10 Jan 2009

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my fellow spiritual warriors, i am lori floating in the void. i am in the throes of the dark night of the soul and i want to share with you a tool that is helping me: the words and affirmations of catherine ponder. i received her book " the prospering power of love" from a dear friend and have looked her up on the web and have consequentially become al franken's character "stuart smalley" in that i am constantly reciting ponders' affirmations, especially when my little ego self tries to sabotage my thoughts and emotions, which is most of the time. i am thankful for any support, tools, prayers and insights anyone of you might like to share. remember to bless everything! my e-mail for a short time is danat3d@twlakes.net . bless you all on your journeys, lori floating in the void

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27 Jan 2009

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I seem to be going through a dark night of the soul. I didn't know of such a thing until I read this article. A couple months ago I was ok. I very into positive spiritual development. I was very into Eckhart Tolle and Esther and Jerry Hicks and the like. I was trying to loosen my ego and now, ironically, I feel trapped inside my ego - the voice in my head. You see, in late November 2009, I started to get hit in every direction with a scourge of physical and psychiatric symptoms that don't make any sense and causing great suffering. The doctors are baffled and so am I! I am on unpaid leave from work, stuck at home alone all day and can't drive. I'm in a deep depression. I've lost interest in everything so I can't entertain myself, so the days are empty and endless and I just look forward to sleep and I don't even sleep well. If there's anyone out there who can offer help and hope, or even share a similar story, please email me at candycat70@yahoo.com .

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06 Feb 2009

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Thank you for this page

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26 Feb 2009

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can the dark night of the soul last for 33yrs.+ ? jojo2700@yahoo.com

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12 Mar 2009

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"I" do not know how to begin to describe the complex simplicity , the sheer intensity, confusing and perhaps even absurd nature of the conflict -- or shall i say arguments i am having with that which intiated and has guided "me" along each moment since i fell awake 24 years ago-- This "force" currently feels like a ruthless tyrant that delights in puzzling me with abstractions and sensations and even "messages" in very unusual "places" every second of everyday. "I "do not understand any more.. Honestly "I" am very tired, even infuriated with this chapter in His-Story-ie." me" and that which guides "me/we".. "I" have tried war, "I" have tried insults, Threats, ultimatums, even begged for a more tangable method of discernment-- "Enuff with the petty magic and syncronicitis, Number sequences, intiution pain manipulation--etc-- can u just fucking tell me what u want me too do?? or not do?!!?? "" . but It does not stop-or go away. Perhaps it is " I" who should go away" but short of a shotgun to the head kind of departure , "I" truly do not know how to "go away" anymore" This is is totally new territory, and "I" feel lost, alone and ,very ,very, very sad. This is my first of the the last attempts at reconciliation. If this sounds strange to "YOU" then it is. Please don't send platitudes and bs froo fooo spiritual advice. IF it does sound familiar I beg YOU to help. "I" dont want to quit. "I" really do love being "alive" and experiencing manifestation ,in spite of all of the insanity and pain that comes with the path. "I" am nevertheless extremely tired of "sparring" with these-- angels?? and quite honestly really dont have the energy to care that much anymore. This is hardcore even 4 "me" and its freaking "me" out. I am beginning to question the benevolence or virtue of this kind of "involvment" with Mortals.I also wander now if Love is Supreme. So to any "half in, half out of consentual reality", "left hand" ,"red thread zen" or Kali Ma initiates ---or ANY being that may be able to shed some light or bring some clarity to this "situation" --uh. well help would be be very welcome. Again i ask that only those who are coming from personal experience with such a situation to respond. I do not need to be saved by jesus, bow b4 the great Patriarch-- I need no Vedic platitudes or new age garbage to sift through. I know YOU may mean well but it wont help me. If YOU think im crazy . well then I am. so please refrain from being concerned or sending me medical advice or references or trying to sell me some service or product--TO u I am a lost cause- leave me be,thx but no thx. Enuff Said-- and thx for letting me bend your "ears" whoever YOU are at the moment. "And plz excuse the "net-english" and typos and "harsh" language. "I am here wasn't I" (just a little yogic humor) Send emails: Ot3p11@yahoo.com  GhostFlow3rz@hotmail.com  (not sure i remember my password on this one.I just created the account- But feel free to use it if its more convenient. It should be fine.) Nameste Peace Luv , God or Goddess bless, etc.etc

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26 Mar 2009

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Hi I am going through a dark night of the soul, the feelings of hopelessness and loneliness are at times overwhelming. I am looking for someone with whom i can connect on a spiritual level so we can share and offer suppoet to one another. Soul to Soul you can contact me at ros.power@yahoo.co.uk  Blessings Ros

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15 Apr 2009

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This has really helped the feeling i am going through has brought me to my knees. Need to talk to people share had a guide but he couldnt take me any further. Feel lost cant go back cant go forward would love to communicate with people hramsay67@yahoo.co.uk  x

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01 May 2009

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I am in the midst of a spiritual crisis..its getting quite intense  alexandra_69@hotmail.com 

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28 May 2009

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Hello. I just read this article, and it helped me tremendously as far as understanding the feelings lonliness, hopelessness and isolation!!! I am currently going through my Dark Night. It truly is unlike any emotional or spiritual experience I've ever know in my life before. It is a challenge to push forward, but I'm hanging in there. I am truly greatful for this information, and understand so many aspects of the Dark Night a whole lot better now, and that gives me courage and hope.

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29 May 2009

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Hello. This article has so many messages to help with the dark night process. After just reading it once, the word 'surrender' echoes in my mind and heart. I saw a friend two days ago and she was stunned and speechless to see me cry as I expressed how overwhelmed I am with present challenges. She was shocked and said that she couldn't believe it, that these things don't overwhelm someone like me, and that everyone believes me to be unconquerable. My spirit remains connected to Source but I just realized that I have been nourished by my identity more than by my trust of Spirit. Perhaps I thought them to be the same. Today I begin my journey as 'surrender' and 'trust'. Thank you for this article.

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19 Jun 2009

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This reference has come up at a time in my life that is too clear to pass by. I am in need of guidance. I humbly wait e-mail sedshc@yahoo.com

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31 Jul 2009

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Hi; I'm Sandy, Am I in Dark Night #2, or is this a continuation of the one which began in 1981, which I thought I'd transcended (finally) and was brought to a conclusion in 2006. As the high was high, this low is lowest yet. I have so much to savor; such a journey I've been on until now. This is the darkest yet. Will I make it? It would be sad, a tragedy if, after all that was seemingly overcome,.... On the other hand, maybe it is time now to leave. If this is the case, I am okay with this. I would just like to be able to assume my grace and dignity as I go... Thank you all, San stan0479@bellsouth.net

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13 Sep 2009

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Hello, for the last several years I have been struggling with my faith. I became ill in 2004, met the love of my life (who didn't tell me he was already married) in 2006, was sexually harassed at work for several years. When I finally got the nerve to say something, I got fired from my job. My husband and I had 3 failed IVF attempts. Needless to say... my struggles are well deserved. I am not religious per se, as a matter of fact church has never been my thing. I have always been intuitive (since very young) and was at the level of giving readings until this negativity began. Now I feel like an empty shell. Is there hope for me? debraddeering@yahoo.com

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20 Oct 2009

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A Spiritual friend of many years---the relationship hopefully is "temporarily" ended, but has me going through a dark night----is there hope Am trusting totally in the Lord mfleming@access-one.com

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25 Nov 2009

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Hello I arrived here again today as I am searching again.. its back and time to accept things again!! without bitterness or blaming myself.. just when I thought I had made it everything changes again.. so here am trying to read something nice that will hopefully give me the strength to move on with a bit more humility.. rainbowhope56@aol.com

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30 Jan 2010

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I wait for the world, wake me up, I wait for the morning, I want to give up, I wait for the answers, but I've forgotten the question. fibonaccimatrix@yahoo.co.uk

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12 Mar 2010

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Hi there! My name is Debbie. Ohhh - How I wished I knew what was going on in my life right now. I am living in what seems to becoming a "love-less" marriage ... and I think I have found my twin flame. I KNOW I am in the middle of this Dark Night of The Soul - as written. I feel at peace in MANY ways (is this a form of denial?) but when I see my mate in such turmoil and pain, I feel SUCH sorrow for him - I know I can't go back to what was "normal". I want to know if it's my ego that has me in this place or if it's BECAUSE of my ego, I am learning to let go. I will wait to see WHO God sends me. I am waiting for wisdom. :) to_bee_or_not_to_bee@yahoo.com

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08 Jun 2010

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I feel so empty hopeless stupid lonely unloved abnormal inadequate tired drained hurt lost done. I have no one to trust to love to talk to to understand me. I can't go on like this. Void filling will never help it makes my life worse. Is anything real? I need god to hold me to help me to give me peace to make me want to breath. I don't want to live but my children would be so hurt if I died. I don't care about anything I am already dead but I want to want to live and believe I deserve joy and can experience happiness. God please help me through whatever life I have left hellotmh@hotmail.com

 

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17 Jun 2010

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I too am going through a dark night of my soul. It has been going on for about two months. I am struggling just to make it through. The tears dont stop and my mind is constantly going. Days are long and nights even longer. I am tired and can't sleep. suzys2010

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28 Jun 2010

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i have become lost in darkness when I thought i was traveling towards the light,the path i have strayed from causes me to stumble,the still small voice i no longer hear,my mind is empty,i fear i have lost my way forever mronan20@yahoo.com

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28 Jun 2010

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i have become lost in darkness when I thought i was traveling towards the light,the path i have strayed from causes me to stumble,the still small voice i no longer hear,my mind is empty,i fear i have lost my way forever mronan20@yahoo.com

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04 Jul 2010

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I am offering myself to anyone going through a spiritual crisis. I would like to now be of service. please contact me at lisabisher@gmail.com

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04 Jul 2010

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I am offering myself to anyone going through a spiritual crisis. I would like to now be of service. please contact me at lisabisher@gmail.com

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15 Jul 2010

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I resist surrendering with distractions, and then suffer so much because they leave me so empty- novels, TV, unhealthy food, masturbation. All the time I know God is waiting for me to give in. joysturgess@hotmail.com

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15 Jul 2010

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I resist surrendering with distractions, and then suffer so much because they leave me so empty- novels, TV, unhealthy food, masturbation. All the time I know God is waiting for me to give in. joysturgess@hotmail.com

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15 Jul 2010

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My spiritual mentor has decided its time for me to be alone and strengthen my spiritual connection to God- I had become too dependent on her physical presence (even though she was always distant and objective, at least she was there and I lived in her light energy for 2 years) Now its just me- I have been plonked into a safe but bare and lonely situation and its all up to me. Its as hard as she hinted it might be. When I resist, by stuffing my face with food or watching TV (which is PURE deadly poison), I feel dead. When I give up and accept the void and the reality of what's going on, and the pain, and all the shit that's coming up about in me about myself, I at least feel alive. My monkey brain is fighting meditation but its all (with prayer) that helps.

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15 Jul 2010

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Its really great to read of the experiences- it helps so much to remind me that there is something bigger being worked through us, and a reason why I feel so useless, inadequate, angry, sad, bereft and plain nasty some of the time- that all that bile and dis-ease has to come up and be let go of. And that its not all sweet chanting and grace and lovely smiles- you have to let go of all the crap inside, and that's not a pretty sight or a pretty process!

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21 Jul 2010

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All is well in all of creation. bbembe@gmail.com

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30 Jul 2010

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I felt lead to this website. And am aksing for all available help. I went thru the dark night of the soul expereince some time ago. Forgive me, if my question is not quite right for this website as i said I felt led here. I started telepathic comm. with Spirit- channeling- somewhere the light turned into the dark. I didn't know, or recognize the difference until everything I owned has been taken away- I only wanted to get closer to God- to know Him- now, I am faced with homelessness, unemployment and no money at all for the first time ever. The dark energies have been cleared I believe- b/c there is nothing left to take. I need help, If Spirit leads you to write to me please do. I never meant for any of this to happen. I've helped people to grow, to find their light my whole life. Is God disappointed/saddened/hurt in me? Is He teaching me a lesson? What should I say to Him so that he will carry me thru this, find me a home, and restore me. thank you

 

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